Pekerja Cemerlang?

Never in my life bermimpi nak jadi pekerja cemerlang...
a big NO....dengan gov sector nih..

But...if you consider what I did kat private dulu...
oh yeahh...I dengan rela hati menerima...seriously...
That's why when I got promoted ngan EP1(kira cam appraisal level 1 laaa) sume org pon x kesah
Just imagine..I ni project coordinator...
Dlm kilang yg penuh lelaki tu..
I dtg kije shift mlm sorg2....ngan assistant lelaki...
memandangkan kami berdua je kat dalam opis, my TA decided utk stay dekat line jek
so...I stay kat opis...
Tp lepas 2-3 jam tunggu...makin tgh mlm...dgn bunyik yg mcm2....
I decided not to stay kat opis...gi parking kete...n tdo lam kete...huhu
sambil on-call tunggu kalau2 ada problem...
n terpaksa sembunyi2 dlm kereta takut budak2 shift malam keluar mkn nmpk...
errkkk...seksanya nak sembunyikan badan yg besar dalam kete kecik...

pernah gak...time project nak jalan....
stay back sampai kol 12 malam ngadap part list...
balik umah....tdo kejap...bangun kol 3....sambung lagi...
sok...kol 6 lebih dah g kije dah...
weekends...dari pagi sampai petang kat opis

but now...I mmg xder nafsu nak kije...
the situation is sooo much different
tp...if I were given a task...I'll do it dengan sepenuh hati...
but then....still...pandangan org keliling ni mmg x boleh nak ubah
no matter how much u do...diorg yg xtau ur job ni still ckp belakang tanda x puas hati...
senang cerita laa...I mmg byk kije...sampai mlm pon buat kije...
tp sbb I x turun daerah like they do...maka I nampak cam xder kije...

So...when I was selected untuk award tuh...Im speechless..
bukan pasal inspite of what org ckp to I still dpt
but because.....org mmg akan x puas hati kalo I dapat
hmm...harap org lain xtau lerrr I dpt...huhuhu